Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Why do people lie about caring for someone? What's in it for them? All they do is crush people.... But I guess maybe that's fun. I wanted at least a friendship with tiff and I end up trying my best not to hate her guts. I can't believe I was such an idiot and actually belived all the lies I saw in her blog and the lies she told my mom. What the hell was wrong with me? I almost lost 2 people who are very special to me and love me .... All because of one girl that has nothing better to do with her time than play mind games with me. I stood up on her account so many times when I defended her from people telling me she was just unstable and just liked playing mind games. Not only am I dealing with the pain she directly caused me but I am also dealing with the I told you so's. Gosh... All she had to do was tell me she was with jim again... But she couldnt.... I guess it wouldn't have hurt bad enough that way. She wanted the maximum amount of pain inflicted on me all because I took a path she made me think she wanted me to go in. She said that she was ready to move down with me this summer.... Yaknow what... I'm done... She's just an asshole... That's all there is to it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No told you so's from me....I just feel bad that you've been hurt. Praying for you bro.

doof (you know who I am) :)