Thursday, August 19, 2004

An opinion was made known to me of what I should do and what I need to do. I want to address that. First.... my blog... most of what I post here is what I thought/felt at a certain time or its fact of what has happened..... this blog is a release of my thoughts and not what I am going to do. I want to take time to myself but I need to be friends. My relationship with God needs to grow and hopefully I will work on that.
If you dont want to read whats in my head and whats going on, dont come here. It is that simple. I do not respond to "this is it and thats final" ... I respond to conversation. I know that so many of you have the solutions to my life and that you can fix it all in an instant. Its all very simple to get rid of all that is in my life, right? Im glad you feel that way. I will get through this.... I will get through this by myself. If you want to talk to me and be a friend, I need you... if you want to just point out whats wrong, save yourself the time.
I am single.... I will be single for a while..... thats what I need. However, it is not your responsibility to tell me that I cant date someone. When I feel the time is right, I will. Just because I said I was *THINKING* of asking Tanya out does not mean that I was going to. Also, you cant make a comment on what Tanya will say or should say because you dont know her story. I am glad I am friends with Tanya... I am glad that I am friends with Tiff.... let me iron this out. By reading this blog you read my thoughts (key word being THOUGHTS)... that is all you know. It helps to know people are reading. It really helps me release..... but they are just thoughts. They are not my actions nor are they the feelings and thoughts of others such as Tanya and Tiff.
Again, if you want to be my friend, I need it... if you want to just point out whats wrong... save your time.

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