Im not doing well..... im heartbroken again... but this is more common than the opposite. Someone said goodbye tonight without saying those words.... I hate it... I guess I'm going to have to accept it... but im praying that that person will make things right in the next few days. Please pray for me... I really am becomming more and more suicidal and its scaring me. Dont worry tho... no plans of killing myself.... I'm just wishing I was dead. I know thats a permanent solution to a temp problem.. so I wont... I just hate wishing I was dead... its horrible. Please pray for me... please... you prayed so hard for Jesse and a miracle happened there... and I thank you so much for praying for him.... but please pray for me too... I need a miracle....