I know its probably not good that I'm blogging with church but I really need to get this out. I am sitting here just wishing that I had a special girl sitting next to me. Kendra came with me a couple times but ... Well... She doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Other than her there was one other girl who meant an awful lot to me that actually like coming with me.... That girl doesn't seem to want anything to do with me... I'm hurting. I want someone to share God with. Someone who would enjoy reading the Bible with me and praying with me and coming to church with me. I miss that so much. I only had that once but it sure meant a lot to me. I'm hurting right now because I don't have that... More so because no one ever wants to give that to me. DOEs anyone even care about me?