"I wrote your name on a piece of paper but by accident
I threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand but it
washed away. I wrote your name in the sand but the
waves whisped it away. I wrote your name in my heart
and forever it will stay."

I really had the call that I never expected tonight. Kendra called me out of nowhere. I invited her to come stay with us for a while. I dont understand why but I feel called to help her out.... time after time. She is a friend that I never want to lose... and I really hope that she does come here and stay with us for a while and just takes some time to talk to me.... maybe we can help each other. We're both hurting right now.....

I really do wish at this point someone was around for me to talk to..... Im in a real state of confusion. God only knows how much I want to talk to Tiff right now. Sometimes I wonder if its just the fact that she's busy or if she really doesnt want me in her life right now. I need her as a friend.... but maybe I want her as more of a friend than she can give.

Now that ive been put in my place about the atkins diet I might as well relax for a while and go to bed :) Just one comment tho.... God made carbs for a reason.

Good night everyone. I hope everyone has a great day tomorrow. Thanks to everyone who has been praying for me.... I need it.