So after that last post I went into a panic attack. Its STARTING to calm down but my chest still hurts so its not over... Then just a few mins ago, the speaker stressed how important praying together with some one was. I just want to cry. No one is talking to me... Especially the ones I really want to talk to.... I'm Trying to talk to them but they just don't seem to care. I need someone.... I need Jesus first and then I need that really special girl... I just hope that we can grow together..... Please Lord ... Bring her soon.