I'm not doing well again. Work was ok but not ok at the same time. Lots on my mind as usuall... towards the end my depression started hitting really bad. This whole thing with Tiff is killing me.... I want to be on stable grounds with her... I want it so badly.... but its her way or the high way and its just not fair. She says she cares about me but shows no signs that she does. She told me that her and Jim were having big problems.... she told me that they have NO plans of getting married.... she wants to be friends with me... she doesnt want to give up on Jim. Give me a break. She wants me to be her "friend" so she can dump all the crap.... oh hell with it.... this post is just pissing me off more.....