So I dont know what to think right now but I'm kind of thinking that my vacation to Indiana isnt going to happen. I need to get away but I just simply have nowhere to go.... I think that I do lead the most boring and lonely life..... Maybe I am worth something and I enjoy what I do but outside of work and outside of New Life, I have nothing.... nothing to do, and no one to count on.

So anyway, if anyone has ideas for a vacation I could take, please let me know... otherwise, I'll probably just stick around Ashburn and ... well, do what I always do: work.