I'm really not emotionally well.... and, of course, I'm missing Kim alot. I'm starting to realize that most people that say they care about me really dont mean it... sometimes they make an effort to "show me" that they do care about me but then it goes right back to the way it was. Kim is the only person I ever dated that I believe really truly loved me in the way that I wanted to be loved. I'm sure that as time went on it would have gotten harder as it always does.... and I dont know what makes me think that her and I would be any different than anyone before... But I had hope...
I really dont understand it... I'm starting to slip away again and I don't like it at all. Please keep me in your prayers.
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