It was a cool weekend. Lori and Kari came down yesterday beacuse they were going to Bon Jovi in DC last night with a group from my church.... I am on call this weekend so I couldnt go.... but I did go into DC to eat dinner with them.... today we went to church and then went to Tim's house to watch the Steelers game... it was a really good time I thought. I kinda wonder tho if sometimes I'm over excited about my church and this area and the people I know.

At any rate, I still dont know what I'm doing about Christmas.... I'm so torn. I want to be at New Life for the Christmas Eve and the Christmas services.... but yet I want to go home.... but then again, I sometimes feel so out of place at home because im getting so much more used to being here..... but if I stay here for Christmas, then outside of the church services, I'll be all alone for Christmas.....

Sadly, I'm realizing that things arent like they should be right now and that is why I need to make this decission..... I'll have to touch on that a little bit later.....