Another day.... I'm up.... but I think I'm gonna go back to bed for a while..... I'm so lonely.... I dont understand how you can supposedly mean so much to someone and then its all of a sudden the easiest thing in the world to treat me like I dont exist..... I wish I had something to offer someone..... but I'm sure there is a good reason why every girl always leaves me.... and promises? They dont mean much apparently..... "I'll never leave you" only means "I'm gonna set this up so when I leave you it hurts even more"....

*sigh*