Well I got my internet back and I am a good bit more relaxed. It seems it all caught up to me today and I got extremely stressed. I really just need to focus on what God is doing.... not trying to figure out the plan, but to follow the plan. Truth is, I'm scared.

There is a meeting at work tomorrow that they just scheduled today. I'm pretty anxious about it....

Alot is going on.... entirely too much. I need some relief from all of this... I pray that it comes soon. God is definately taking care of everything but sometimes the human mind can't comprehend that and it creates these overwhelming feelings.

I dont know what else I can say... I'm having a hard time putting down in words my feelings right now so I'm just going to ask for everyone's prayers and I will continue trying to relax the rest of the evening.