My mind is soooooo overloaded. I hope something soon happens. I really need to find a way to support my cost of living....

another thing I'm really praying happens soon is I find a really awesome Christian girl that will stand beside me no matter what. I need someone to be there for me.... Someone that will find every way possible to spend time with me and someone that will never give up on me for any reason. With all the pain I have been through I wonder if such a girl even exists..... But if she is out there, I pray God brings her to me soon.... Or shows me who she is if I already know her.