I can't understand it.... Why did God design me to be so emotional and to need that romantic bond to thrive but yet He doesn't give me a relationship that lasts. It seems I'm just stuck with a perpetual broken heart... And then when I finally get to the point where I'm ready to let go of what He took away from me, I get a glimpse of hope and everything surfaces again only for me to lose that which He gave me from any capacity. I don't understand this..... And I'm tired of having this anxiousness..... I need a stable relationship... A girl that is not affraid to stand by me..... For better or for worse as they say....... I'm really emotionally hurting right now.... :(