There is a lot going through my mind right now.

I've been told basically my whole life that God created me for something bigger than most others. The thing I'm just now realizing is that for that to be true, I can not be classified in the standard system of the world. The things I need to do may be illogical to the world - but not to God. I am going to be faced with some huge decissions soon.... And I may have to make some very radical decissions that will be scary and I will be attacked for. Where will my allegiance be... God or the world.

This is an exciting time in my life if I look at it the right way.... But I'm scared to death....