Can I cry now or later? I've got entirely too much on me right now and finances are just adding to all of the stress.... Please pray that God provides and shows me His direction soon... I'm really getting scared.... there is just nowhere else left to get additional money. I have now sold just about every spare part that I could on ebay to survive and now that supply has run out and there just is no more source of income for me.... this at the same time that I'm considering ministry again.... I'm really struggling.... I know God will provide but that doesnt mean that I'm not scared.... Maybe I shouldnt be... but I am... :(