Well, I ended last night with a dream about Tiff and myself.... I guess I kinda enjoyed the dream but that doesnt mean that my hopes are higher :(

Last night was horribly bad.... I dont really know why... it just was..... and im glad it's over..... I actually havent got off to a good start today either.... slept in... rolled out of bed.... I'm really hoping for the best for today..... Petsmart better have the tank I want.... if not, I'm just going to bed to forget it all.....

I really feel like I'm going nutso again.... I'll be fine.... I know I will.... I'm just kinda out of it at the moment.

Well, I'm at work now... so I'm gonna end this post.... there will more than likely be more later. Just keep me in your prayers.... I'm tired of being lonely and bored.