I dont know what happened last night..... but then again, I still know I'm not well. Today I'm doing fine so far.... 2 projects are almost done and they went smooth. I talked to Ange for a long time last night... she's such a nice girl and she really helped.... but she helped because she knew she couldnt help... its hard to understand but the truth is, I just need someone to be my friend... someone I can just talk to and stuff.... and if you TRY to help me, you screw that all up. I do feel alot better this morning... I hope it stays this way.