I really am confused. The only thing I am convinced of is that my friends dont know whats best for me.... though, neither do I.

I did really well today... and I still am doing well... I had a little bit of rage that lasted only for a short time and I made sure that apologies were made after it. I'll be ok... I'm sure of it.

This time in my life is harder than ever before.... then again I have never loved this much than ever before....