I wish to God I did not live the last 15 mins of my life. Whoever realized the mood is contagious... they were genius! I was in such a good mood and now 15 mins later, I'm a wreck. And before ANYONE says ANYTHING about TIFF.... it is NOT her! I have not talked to her or had any reference to her for a while now. It is other people in my life right now..... Maybe I just need to quit being the helpful person I am... I help everyone... and I get screwed over for it.... "No good deed goes unpunished" ... there is alot of truth to that..... I need sleep I guess....

And yes... I'll get through this too....