So I am in VA all night now... I'm in my motel now... totally beat and ready for bed....

but yea, last night someone really helped me.... now Im not allowed to talk to her.... its amazing how rules apply to some people and not others... really kind of upsetting.... but im not allowed to have people to help me.... heaven forbid that I feel good for once.....

Someday maybe I'll meet a girl and she'll be the one for me and there wont be an issue.... someday maybe..... ok, im not banking on it.....

I'm really going downhill for the day... I guess I better just get my butt in bed before I get more pissed off. *sigh*