It's a Linkin Park kinda night . . . .
Bowling: 185 170 201 (all over average)
My dad didn't do well..... but thats ok because I beat him 2 games and I beat him for series :) We also won 5 out of 7 points... all of us really want to win this year..... just to win it for jack.
I dont know what's going on in my head..... just all kinds of things bouncing around.... right now I am REALLY glad that I have 2 jobs.... because any free time that I have I just sit and think and thats not good for me right now.... I worry about everything... ok, mainly the situation with Tiffany..... but there is so much crap going on right now... Jack dying, still things with my aunt.... dont really know what to expect with the Tiff situation.... there is just way too many things going on in my head.... it's not good. I wish I had got an email from Tiff..... but I didnt.... I mean.... it's possible that she is having computer problems.... but I'm sure that she has been to a computer lab if that is the case.... even just a quick email to say "hey im at school.... all is ok.... I love you" .... just anything.... I'm probably over-reacting but it's so hard with what happened when she came home from England.... I really just wish I had the answer.... but I dont.... I dont know what will happen in a month.... This is all just VERY rough on me. I really need everyone's prayers....