Im hurting..... bad.
Im an emotional wreck... I dont know what I feel... Im confused where Im at or even where I am supposed to be. Im scared.... i dont understand how I should feel.... I know my sins but what if I dont feel something is a sin that others condem me for.... why do I always lose? Where is that special girl.... what did I do to chase her away? What keeps her away? what do i need to do? How can I be free? How can I even just figure out how I feel and why I feel that way? What do I do? What can I do?