Last night was weird.... I was feeling pretty lonely.... and I just kind of imagined the times Tiff and I actually did appriciate being able to cuddle up.... I imagined her there, and last night I slept like a baby.... I woke up on time without my alarm even going off and just... things were cool.

It really makes me wonder alot.... and one of those big things I wonder about is how much stress and depression is really affecting me and I am so numb that I dont even realize it.

Either way, life goes on and we roll with the punches. What I am experiencing is only part of another learning experience, I'm sure. I'm not going to say that God has something great for me in the future... I'm gonna say that God has something better for me in the future. Great things are already here.... there is just more to come.