Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Well, I did put my 2 weeks in…. things are still rough as ever for the way they treat me…. I ended up having a very long talk with our CEO (who actually is a great guy) and he told me that he feels that Carpathia is definitely losing a great asset. He told me he always saw that my heart was in the right place and I really put forth more effort than most. He went on to say that he wasn’t blind and he saw the way I was being treated and it frustrated him, especially since he has tried to get those above me to treat me a little better and every time he did, it got worse for me. He actually looked at things in a very great way. He told me that he doesn’t want to lose me but that he is glad I am going because he realizes how much my personal life has been affected and he doesn’t want to see a great person have the issues that I have been having.

So I guess in the end, I now know 100% that I made the right decision. I now know that it is not a feeling I had but it is a fact that I was being treated unfairly. I don’t have a clue where I go from here. As of right now, in 2 weeks I don’t have a job…. But that’s for God to figure out. God has something more for me…. Even tho I may be scared right now, I know that He is going to work something out.

I’m still worried about people attacking me for being “irresponsible” but the amazing thing is that I have already had a positive response from many people…. So maybe everyone sees that this was a needed action on my part? But, on the other hand, I know that God has designed me for more and in that I may be required to do things that don’t seem normal so when those attack me that don’t understand the situation, I need to take that with a grain of salt.

Thanks for everyone’s prayers and support. This is a very trying time for me but it is only a time that God will use to make me stronger. I am in Virginia for a reason and I realize that that reason is not Carpathia -- however, I do wish Carpathia the best. God has a great reason for me being here. I am part of an amazing church that God is doing great things with and I am surrounded by people just like me (I even have a friend who went through the exact same scenario with her job the same exact day I did).

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