Well, it looks like while I was in the hospital working with therapists and psychiatrists trying to figure out what would be best for me, some of my friends where working on what THEY felt would be best..... and they just happen to collide... so now what? I cant work toward the plan that I had that I felt so confident about... the plan that trained professionals helped me come up with.... and I cant do this because some people thought they knew what was best. Dont matter... I will make it through this....