Do you know how bad I want to just hang out with someone? No one cares... They say they do... They say they are there for you.... Yet when you ask to hang out there is always an excuse. I've never even had a girlfriend that actually made an attempt to be with me... If the phase of the moon was right we would go on a date but there was never any effort put forth by the girl.... Never.

I want my life to end. I have no friends.... The ones that call me friend are really only setting me up or using me. I've had it... Someone just shoot me... Someone who "cares" about me.