It was really great to hang out and relax with someone. It was really cool to see Diana again too.

Things are still very hectic in my mind. I'm getting a little more used to the fact that I have to go to Western Psych next week. My appt is on the 7th so I got about a week. Still a little nervous tho. This is all new to me.... I just wish other people would quit having solutions for me. Unless you have some kind of a degree AND you care about me I dont want to hear it. I have people that care, and I have people that have a degree.... Dr. Gaul is the only person that has both.... thats why I trust him.... and I will trust him on this decission to send me to Western Psych. This is definately a better place than Westmoreland's Comprehensive Counseling Center that I was in right after Christmas. We shouldnt see me being admitted this time.... but God only knows.

Well, even tho its 2am, I just got my shower and I am leaving for VA. I can not sleep worth a darn. My plan is start driving now... if I get 2 hours into the drive and get tired, i pull over and sleep. Either way, id rather cut the time im driving tired down as much as I can.