Its funny how you can fight so very hard to keep yourself from doing what you need to do because it would be so hard to do..... you spend the energy fighting that and not only is that hard, but the situation ends up the way its meant to be anyway and since you didnt face it then, you now face it now.... it not only has gotten harder but you have lost many things as a result of your actions... because you were selfish and wanted to make things easy on you. It always comes back to bite you.... and when it does, it doesnt just stop at a nibble.