I am definately in a situation I dont know how to handle..... Tiff just let go... and let go too easily... way too easily... this may have been the best thing for me except for one of my friends had influence.... now I again question on whether this is real or if its just brought on because of pressure from one of my friends.... Letting go is one thing... letting go that easily is another.

I dont like this scenario.... I dont like it at all.... my therapist and I worked on this situation in the hospital.... I had plans of what I was going to do when I got out... I was going to close the unfinished business that I had with Tiff... no matter which direction that took me.... but now there is an outside source and I dont know how to handle it. I cant say this is the best thing now because there is other words thrown into the mix that may have thrown everything off balance.

Why me? One thing is good... Im not getting angry about all of this....