Wednesday, October 01, 2003
So starts my long and fun day... *sigh* I wont get to talk to Tiff today... dunno whether thats good or bad. I dont know what to do about the whole situation. Some of the people who supported me in waiting for Tiff are now saying that I need to move on. Maybe that is what I need to do. *shrug* I wish this was easier but its not. I dont understand why God is letting me in this situation. I just want a sweet girl to be mine... someone who will love me just as much as I love her and someone that will want to commit to me forever. I hope He answers me soon. Well, I need to get into my grandmother's old house so I'm outta here.