Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Aside from taking care of my medical stuff, Dr. Gaul and I had a talk about whats been going on in my life today. We talked about the Tiffany situation and how she broke up with Jim last night. I really liked the commend he made... he said that I have really been paitient and waited and now God is going to bless me. Well, he may be right, but I still have alot more practice of paitence to do. This situation is really tough right now. The worst thing happened to me.... twice I told Tiff that I love her and she simply responded "I know" ... Im glad that she knows but when I dont hear "I love you" back, it really bugs me. *sigh* ... I feel like just going to lay down and stop talking to tiff right now but I know that I need to be there for her... I just hate not hearing I love you... it really bugs me. I hope this situation doesnt last long and that Tiff and I will be a couple soon... I really need that. I do love her... ALOT.