Saturday, October 04, 2003

I spent some time talking to Kendra tonight. I do miss her. She is really a good friend to me. In some ways I wish we never would have parted ways... I could see myself with her... but in other ways I totally understand what happened and in the same ways, im glad. There is a perfect person out there for everyone. Kendra and I are both still searching... and we're able to lean on each other for support. I really wish she wasnt on the other side of the country now.
No new progessions on the me and tiff thing today. I miss her, but thats about it. I dont know what to expect in the next few weeks. I really think that this is going to be the final big situation between Tiff and I... it's either gonna make us or break us. I've been in this position before, and granted, since I have been, I know not to get my hopes up this time... but at the same time, if it doesnt work this time, I think all my hope will be violated and that may be something that may not be able to be gained back. I'm still looking though. Until I have a commitment from Tiff, i will continue looking for others. I'm not going to commit until I have commitment.

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