You know.... So far I've been trying to figure out what the purpose of the whole Tiff thing..... I still don't know that I have.... But I realized today how unhealthy that relationship was to me. She was so important to me that keeing her happy and making sure she was comfortable was too important to me. I remember a decission I almost made that would have really screwed up Gods plan for me. Tiff and I were dating when I moved to VA.... When I found New Life, I was sure it was where I was meant to be. When Tiff came down I couldn't wait to take her to church. She didn't seem to excited about New Life and she said she thought that I needed something that would be more like CFC so that I could learn more. I almost started looking for churches..... Thank God I didn't.

This is just an example of why finding the right girl to marry is so important. And don't get me wrong, there is nothing that Tiff did wrong.... This problem was internal to me.....

My life has been getting progressively better and I'm loving every moment of it. A crucial factor was removing the attachment I had to Tiff..... It feels so much better now. I can clearly focus on what God wants for me and that includes finding the girl that God wants for me.