Saturday, April 15, 2006
I dont know what to do.... I'm not well emotionally. I am happy with my current job situation and stuff but in a social enviornment, I'm a wreck.... and its affecting my overall state of mind. I really have not slept more than 4 hours any night this whole week.... if I go to bed early, I get up early.... and vice versa.... I just cant sleep.... I cant fall asleep and when I do fall asleep, I wake up only a few hours later. I've been having moments of just wanting to burst into tears.... and in some cases, I have. I cant define it at all.... I dont know whats going on but I dont like it. I've been trying to just ignore this.... trying to just write it off as not being much of anything... but I've been lying to myself. I'm really not well.