So, as the last post indicated, I had a long talk with Tiff last night. I was able to get my frustrations out and the amazing thing was she acted like a real friend.... More than anyone else has in the last few weeks. I'm still confused and still very much single and looking.... But I feel a lot better.... Tiff actually listened to me last night. She didn't second guess me at all.... She didn't mention any of my faults..... She just listened.

Now I'm on my way back to VA..... 3 more shifts at Carpathia left..... I hope they go quick but I'm preparing for the worst.