I so incredibly feel like crap!

First, physically I am misserable. A few nights ago I had to move some extremely heavy equipment between buildings and, of course, no one is ever around to assist me with things like this. Apparently I did some damage to my neck it seems and I'm in alot of pain. My neck is hurting as well as my head and its making me nauseous.

Secondly, emotionally I feel horrible. I very rarely get to hang out with my friends anymore and it seems as tho this weekend will be the same deal. Lots of great things are happening for me but I still dont have any ways of relaxing. I just wish I had a friend that I could call up and would love to do stuff once in a while.....