I'm still not feeling real good..... both mentally and physically.

It's really hard for me right now.... I mean, there are some extremely amazing things about to come my way and they are things that I'm sure God has been working on my whole life.... The way things happened and occured may have seemed really crappy at the time but now everything is fitting together. The thing that is so hard tho is that I often feel like I'm alone in not only all of this but in my life in general. I'm such a "people person" and need to be around people but no matter what it seems like I'm working on stuff alone... I have a ton of contacts but alot of them are just that... contacts. And being single is still really killing me. Its not that I need a girlfriend to survive.... but its something that is really helpful to have.

I dont know... God has all of this in His plans, I'm sure.... but its been really tough dealing with. Life will go on.... There really are some great things ahead.... and I am looking forward to those.... my life is coming together for once... I guess I just wish I had someone to share it with.

Please keep me in your prayers... especially with this neck issue....