Imagine this... Your walking down the street and someone's car broke down in the middle of the road. He begs and pleads with you to push his car while he steers it off the road. Now you are devoted to helping anyone you possibly can... So not only do you offer help, you even go out of your way to find more help. You start pushing and the person starts pushing on his brake pedal.... You eventually realize he is doing this on purpose. How does this make you feel? How do you respond? Do you keep pushing because your not one to give up? If you're me, you keep pushing no matter how unfair it is or how much pain it causes.... This is just a glimpse of how I feel....