When I mentioned about how I cried my eyes out while moving to Florida, I didnt realize that it was describing my night tonight. I'll keep pressing on with whatever it is I need to do but this is hard. It's so hard when every aspect of your life is suddenly unknown. It's even harder when your biggest fear is that you will screw everything up.

Im going to make another attempt at sleeping.... all I've succeded in doing so far is soaking my pillow with tears.