Well I guess technically my blackout is over.... And, taking in to consideration all that went wrong and all that was (and partially still is) wrong with me, I'm doing pretty well.

Over the last half week I have learned more about myself than I ever dreamed of... I also learned alot of good lessons about trusting people.... and I learned some stuff to push me in the right direction. Some people gave up on me.... but I know that God is still in control and that's all that matters.

For right now, I want to get to bed. Hopefully when I wake up I'll be able to update everyone on where I'm at and whats going on... it will lack ALOT of details but at least will be what I am feeling and whats going on.....

My only concern right now.... Im affraid to go to work tomorrow.... I really dont know what to expect....

Goodnight!