ok, it is *WAY* past my bedtime for a friday night..... but I do want to leave some thoughts. Things are going pretty well for me, considering all that has been going on. I really miss Tiff.... but I respect the decission that she made..... Tonight I actually thought alot about her.... I was thinking of all the good times and memories that we have.... we did so much in each other's lives.... neither one of us is the same person.... and I think that God accomplished what He wanted to. I miss her..... I miss her alot....

The amazing thing.... I thought alot about all the good times Tiff and I had together... the memories that are going to live with me forever.... and I just smiled.... I wasn't angry.... I long for more of those times.... but I wasn't angry at all... Im just glad that I got the chance to spend some of my life with her.

Tiff... thank you for everything! You will always have a part of my heart. You have made me a better person and made an impact on me that I dont think you (or anyone else) will ever realize. I wish you the best in all that you do -- whether thats your vet career, your plans of living in virginia, your future husband.... whatever it is, I wish you the best hun. Maybe sometime our paths will cross again.... I can only hope..... but this is all in God's Hands... we are His children....