I started the day feeling really good..... Now.... Well, not so much.

Stress is really taking a tool on me. Its also hard to deal with the feelings of loneliness and rejection that I am experiencing. I brought them on myself so I know that I have to accept them but that doesn't mean that its easy. Its hard losing the best thing that God ever gave you.... Its even harder when you know it was you that did the damage.

Work has really stressed me today as well. Things are back to normal which I guess is bad. I dunno.

So many things going on right now. Its a lot to process. I can't even identify all of the feelings in me right now.

I know God is gonna take care of me.