Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you



I can't even begin to say how much I believe this song is true in my own life. I have literally been through hell when it comes to relationships.... and that past still haunts me today.... it still causes problems.... it still scares me alot.... but to think that I found a girl who really tries to understand and, despite the hell that my past has put her through, she is still there.... she is still mine... she still wants to be with me.... even when I dont want to be with myself.

I love you Tiff -- more than you know -- more than you will ever know..... I get scared that your actions don't show that you love me..... but I'm just starting to realize that my actions nowhere near show you how I feel....

It's June 1st.... we now have made it past the cursed month of May :)

Did I mention I love you, Tiff? *hugz* *kiss* You mean the world to me.... every part of you.... you mean so incredibly much to me.... You're such a beautiful person.... both inside and out.... When your near me, I can't take my eyes off of you and my heart won't let go..... When your not near me, I wish you were close by.... and I dream of a time when we will wake up together..... My goal in life has always been to be the best husband and father that I could be.... I want you to give me that oppritunity, Tiff.... No one else... Just you!

God blessed the broken road that I been through.... It led me to you, Tiff.... and I tip my hat to the Keeper for it.

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