Why are the things that mean the most to you the things that cause you the most pain?

I really cant deal with another thing tonight.... ive had too much.... and its more and more evident that when I talk to people they dont really listen to my concerns for my sake but only so that they can find a clever way to throw my concerns back into my face.

I just feel like I had the typical psychologist response of "everyone is beautiful in their own way" or "thats not what makes a person beautiful" .... translated... your ugly as sin but I need to say something to make you feel better so I have to come up with a clever play on words.......

Im not well.... but i'll survive.... ive been through enough crap in my life.... I'm sure I can make it again.....