It just dawned on me.... dr gaul kept trying to get me to have an operation done on my face and when i saw my new doctor she wouldnt take no for answer when she told me i neede to see a dermatologist. even my doctors cant stand looking at me. im just plain disgusting.

and i dont want to hear another thing about counseling. i tried my hardest but i cant do it..... not another word about it unless it comes with the $80-$120 a month it would cost me that i just cant afford.