I dont know why but I am very seriously depressed today.... I just feel like bursting into tears.... I dont understand it but I completely just dont want to be awake right now.... Its been a long time since Ive felt this much depression (straight depression) at one time... its been a real long time.

I'm a little worried... I dont know what to do... Certainly I cant start having depression problems again, can I? I just can't deal with that.....

*sigh*