Well I am actually sitting in the church right now. I feel completely wrong for being here. This is just so immoral and totally not right. I knew I'd be upset but I was not expecting to feel like this. This is sooo not right. I don't care what reasons I had for coming to this thing but it doesn't matter... I should not be here.... At all. There should be no wedding... I am at a wedding and I feel like its a funeral. Oh good, here is the music..... This sucks