Here's what I got this morning for Christmas:

Lite-ON DVD Burner
Li-Ion Battery for my thinkpad (laptop)
Linksys Wireless Access Point (802.11b)
Linksys Wireless PCMCIA Network Card (802.11b)
50 Blank DVDs
100 Blank CDs
Rumblin Mystery Machine (scooby doo)
Rocky and Bullwinkle Season 1 DVD
New Lock Haven Universitry Hoody
Scooby Doo Ornament
Veggie Tales DVD
Robin Williams Live on Broadway DVD
"He Came to Set the Captives Free" book
A down throw
a mall gift certificate
and cash

so I'm pretty satisfied.... the only thing is there was one thing I wanted for Christmas REALLY bad that I didnt get: Tiffany
My heart is so broken.....

So in other news, my aunt is in the hospital... so her and Roger arent coming to Christmas.... this is a good thing.... but apparently my uncle is no longer welcome at my grandmother's for Christmas.... this is a long story that I might share later.... I wish I could run to Tiff with that problem.... but I guess that era of my life is over.

No panic attacks so far today.... so far :(

I'm gonna *TRY* to have a Merry Christmas..... but I doubt it.