Thank God this day is over.... its been horrible from beginning to end.... there actually are no words for how horrible I felt all day.... Its been a very long time since Ive felt this depressed.... and in my typical fashion, I take the opportunity to screw everything up that actually is good..... then, i post to my blog like this for no purpose at all because the only people reading this could give a crap less about me.... id assume most are just waiting for the next thing to go wrong.

They say tomorrow is another day.... I guess I can just hope for the best.